Current mood:	drained
Current music:	the movielife

I think I died there for a little while, I don't know. I think maybe I should release myself from this state of hibernation.

As for my last entry, the confusion is still with me. But, let's just say I'm working with it. Still confused in the sense of prizes are to be rewarded, but yeah I haven’t figured those out yet. It's working somehow, slowly but surely. Never underestimate the power of being a fuck up. Ha, sorry. It just sounded good.

On another note, I have come to realize that my journal is not like most peoples. Instead about what I do everyday it’s just about how I feel. Does this mean I have failed my live journal? Maybe it’s because I never do anything, but write and sleep it seems. These truly are the drama years. I don’t know just so much is going on. If I may quote something from my dear friend kaytes journal form like 2000 years ago “everyone is finding someone to love... and here I am loving no one and no one loving me in return”.. But as of now kayte is mad at me or something (there something that happened rather then how I feel) haha. I have also noticed that I have become a mute to the social groups that I use to be known so well in. fuck fuck fuck, got a head ache and I never get those. Oh well, ill stop before this starts to really drag on.

I think maybe now I'm going to go and sleep or something.

im hating this more then you think
I always thought you were crazy